If I were to make a video about how I feel about you

it’d be embarrassing
the way I see you is very cliché: soft focus and sparkly
you’re up on a pedestal

you’d be making music,
walking with Duke,
hugging people.
you’d be cooking
you’d be holding me
smiling at me in bed

us: on countless dancefloors
you: riding a bike no-hands

eye contact that I struggle to reciprocate because I feel too much