In a dark auditorium, drowning in music, tears streaming, right hand enveloped by his:
feeling the past, present, and future all at once:
feeling birth, life, aging, death!!! in me and in every soul I’ve loved:
feeling Jesse and knowing our many lives together:
picturing a happy dog galloping across the sand:
radiating gratitude for every moment, every bone, every muscle, every drop of blood, and every precious breath:
I remembered the thing I’ve always known, but always forget to acknowledge.
I remembered that if you strip away all of it – my physical self, my social conditioning, fear, responsibilities, memories, regrets, desires, pride, intellect, ego – all that’s left
is love.