the first half of April

  • the bittersweetness of a greying dog’s 11th birthday
  • nervously enjoying a week of summer weather in the middle of autumn
  • bearing witness to nihilistic, might-as-well-have-fun-while-the-world-burns self-destruction
  • taking part in nihilistic, might-as-well-have-fun-while-the-world-burns self-destruction
  • social anxiety and social satisfaction
  • buckling with fear watching fascism take hold
  • the full moon
  • the existential relief of walking away from Instagram
  • a book about people and trees
  • a (penetrable) privilege bubble during a cost of living crisis / stock market crash / looming recession
  • missing the big sky
  • 12 tiny scented candles
  • a kelpie barking in the distance
  • 2 White Monsters
  • Arabia Ware
  • food food food food food food food foooooood
  • being surrounded by kangaroos at dusk
  • Shrimp Quartet
  • WFH and WFO
  • “the soil was better at our old place, if there’s a depression we’re gonna wish we stayed and farmed it”
  • “I can’t believe we live here”
  • “why are you so hot?”
  • “look at the cat! look at how cute he is!”
  • “I’m a color genius”
  • The Six of Cups
  • vague texts, trembling from fear, long drives, hospital, relief
  • noisy miners, king parrots, Eastern rosellas, kookaburras
  • laughing to the point of tears
  • unrelenting ass-grabbing
  • “we really need to unpack”